Es una boca más la que he besado.
¿Qué hallé en el fondo de tan dulce boca?
¿Que nada hay nuevo bajo el sol y es poca
la miel de un beso para haberlo dado?
Heme aquí otra vez, pomo vaciado.
bajo este sol que mis espaldas toca,
a la cordura vanamente invoca
mi triste corazón desorbitado.
¿Una vez más…? Mi carne se estremece
y un gran terror entre mis venas crece,
pues alguien da mi nombre a los caminos.
Y es su voz de hombre, cálida y temida.
Ay, quiero estarme quieta y soy movida
hacia la sombra verde de los pinos.
In 1966, Simon and Garfunkel released a song called The Dangling Conversation, which later that year would be included in their highly successful album Parsley, Sage, Rosemary and Thyme. In this song they depicted a fading love story and the agony of two lovers who knew the end was getting closer. One of my favorite lines in this song is “And you read your Emily Dickenson and I my Robert Frost,” which describes how far away they were from each other. Almost 48 years later, First Aid Kit has just released their third album titled “Stay Gold”, inspired by Robert Frost’s poem Nothing Gold Can Stay, and I couldn’t help but wonder if maybe it was through this Simon and Garfunkel song that they first heard of Robert Frost, and later on came across this poem. Plus I love the fact that they used a poem as inspiration because it shows that intertextuality is an important part of their music and their lives, just as it was for Simon and Garfunkel and many timeless poets and musicians. It is indeed through fiction that stories become real…
“Stay Gold” is made up of ten beautiful songs that are connected to one another at so many levels, and I believe this shows the girls have developed more character and self-awareness. The main theme of this new album, what seems to be keeping them (and myself) awake at night, is the inevitableness in life. And though this is something that Johanna and Klara have explored before, the level of honesty and depth shown in this album can’t be compared to anything they have previously written. Behind this feeling of unavoidability though, always lies a sense of hope. Their name is First Aid Kit after all, so despite the fact that at times they flirt with life’s ambivalences, these girls are indeed two helpless optimists coming to rescue you.
While their search for hope in the midst of deception is clearly shown in My Silver Lining, it is in the song Stay Gold that we see more in detail how they use their own collection of thoughts and fears to process how ambivalent life can be at times. How can we enjoy something that we know it’s going to end? And why was the album titled “Stay Gold” if nothing really does? Well, actually, I believe this to be the most interest point of the record because it is one of the main challenges we must face in life: How to cope with loss and disappointment and still remain positive and hopeful. “So dawn goes down today, nothing gold can stay”, reads the poem by Frost, and their lyrics reflect upon this part too coming to the conclusion that, even if it all does go wrong in the end, it is always worth taking the risk and hoping for the best. So staying gold it is, folks!
It is not a coincidence that Cedar Lane comes after Stay Gold, because their fear of things not working out are actually confirmed in this story. Cedar Lane is a stream of thoughts portraying a past relationship that was destined for misfortune. This is the To a Poet of the album, and I even dare to say it involves the same two people. Cedar Lane picks up the idea of only finding peace and comfort in the past. The way in which this love story is described –the clear images of happiness when they are together and that feeling of nothingness when they are apart– is overwhelmingly moving. Now that it’s all over, this young woman is left to face everything that she can neither control nor let go. That is why she needs to convince herself that “Something good will come out of this”, because that is the only thing she can hold on to. Bottom line, this song should never not be on repeat.
The album also has fast-paced and cheerful songs like Waitress Song and Heaven Knows, but it was Fleeting One –track eight of the album– that really caught my attention due to its flute-ish arrangements and its lyrics. This song is beautifully heartbreaking and this is something that I love about the band: The fact that it is impossible not to perceive sorrow and nostalgia as something beautiful, partly because of their stunning melodies, but also thanks to their sharp phrasing and honest lyrics. “Our love is a setting sun”, they sing agonizingly and again this love story was never meant to work out, because the lead character doesn’t know who she is, and therefore she can’t convey any sense of permanence. Plus, this parallelism between love and life being fleeting and a setting sun is simply brilliant and works so well for this story, in which it feels like the end was almost as comforting as the beginning.
A Long Time Ago is definitely the ballad of the record and it is completely different from everything we have heard before: A full orchestra with Klara leading the melody and Johanna singing the backup vocals creating this unique dissonant sound that only they know how to handle so brilliantly. “Wow” is not a good enough interjection for this song. If there is something that we learn from this story is that one-sided love never lasts. And similar to Waltz for Richard, what is hurting this girl the most is that she wasn’t enough. “I come bearing forgiveness and only love, only love, even if it’s not enough…” The fact that she’s able to look back on the relationship in a longing but rational way shows a level of self-awareness only achievable through thorough thinking and acceptance: Life is as much about winning as it is about losing.
“(…) we are verses out of rhythm, couplets out of rhyme in syncopated time. And the dangling conversation and the superficial sighs are the borders of our lives”, sing Simon and Garfunkel in The Dangling Conversation, and I believe First Aid Kit has taken this statement very seriously in their music and in their poetry. They don’t want to go unnoticed, but they don’t want to lose themselves in others expectations of them either. Their message is loud and clear and, altogether, “Stay Gold” is an invitation to explore the journey of two young women as they trace their own paths. Their stories are a manual guide on how to cope with life’s ambivalences –“I’m in love and I’m lost”, they sing in Shattered & Hollow– and how to face what’s inevitable without becoming cynic or bitter –“I just keep on keeping on”, they say in My Silver Lining. But most importantly, the message is not to dwell on fears and resignation. Even if you have yearning soul, you must never give up chasing the sun.
With minds so bold and thoughts so clear, Johanna and Klara have become the ambassadors of modern folk music and my personal and emotional first aid kit. And I’m sure many years from now, I will be able to tell my kids that I witnessed how they changed the face of music and my generation, just like my father did when he would tell me all about Simon and Garfunkel. Surely not all gold can stay, but this album could definitely become the exception.
Thanks for the read!
Note: In case you want to read my crazy but awesome analogy between First Aid Kit and Chomsky’s Transformational Grammar, you are more than welcome to do it here. xx
This is magical! No one could have written a better homage to this album than my good good friend Annie! :-)
I have to confess I knew right from the start that this band and I would get along very well, mainly because the name London Grammar itself combined a) my favorite city in the whole world, which is London, duh, and b) my profession, which is to study the English language and therefore its grammar. So it was meant to be…<3
Like I said, my job involves studying the English grammar, so the first thing that caught my attention was the different interpretations one could have of the album’s title: “If You Wait”. A hopeful mind would read it as a possibility: “If you wait, I will be yours.”, but a helpless one would read it as a sign of loss: “If you wait, I’ll be gone.” Waiting always seems to be so hard and uncertain that one may not always be ready for the challenge, but the thing with this album is that you don’t really have to wait more than 3:22 minutes to realize it is a work of art. From the very beginning, it feels like you got a magical ticket to explore this very private and mysterious world. It is almost as if you knew you were an outsider but no one can notice your presence so you decide to stay and try to get the most of it. Each song conveys a sense of fulfillment but, at the same time, a constant craving. It is nostalgic yet present, it is mysterious yet clear and it is brilliant yet… wait, no, no yet this time, it is brilliant, period.
“Hey Now” is the perfect way to introduce the album and the band itself. The mystifying voice of Hanna Reid salutes us and it is through her changing shades that we perceive doubt and possibility, as well as anger and fear. Hanna has perfect pitch, she can jump from a low note to an extremely high one without even breaking a sweat and this is one of the main reasons why their live performances are flawless. Plus, have you noticed how unbelievably beautiful she is?
Like seriously, how perfect is she? She looks amazing, with or without any make-up on. Why Universe? Why not me?
I chose this version of “Hey Now” because I think it really shows how talented they all are. Have you noticed how the guitar interplays with the keyboards all along? That’s just so inspiring, and totally the work of the talented and handsome Dan Rothman and Dot Major.
“I’m the British version of Channing Tatum, my guns are fully loaded.”
“I’m the cooler version of Harry Styles, my hair loves me.”
Now, as regards the lyrics of the song, one may say it is about a breakup and all the different stages you go through when a relationship is over, which doesn’t sound too original, but it’s the melody and the vocals that make it so groundbreaking.
“Wasting My Young Years” is THE song of the album, so secretive and intimate, it is almost impossible not to feel related to its lyrics. This song is about a pretty ugly breakup and probably a very uncertain ending: “I don’t know what you are, don’t leave me hanging on”, which is the worst feeling one can experience: waiting for the other person to decide if you are worthy or not…
“Interlude” is by far my favorite song in the album. According to Merriam-Webster’s dictionary, the word “Interlude” can have three different meanings: 1) a period of time between events or activities; 2) a brief romantic or sexual meeting or relationship; and 3) a short piece of music that is played between the parts of a longer one, a drama, or a religious service. Obviously, this song is about sex… (Just kidding). Though it could be about sex, the song intends to break with the album’s dynamic and sets the mood for a disclosure of the most private feelings and emotions. To me it feels like a description of how fragile one can feel when thinking/dreaming about a lover that seems to be physically gone but is still very much present: Is this person going to love me when I wake up? Or was it all just a dream? The piano in crescendo adds a lot of intensity to this vulnerable setting. “Could you have your arms around my heart?” she sings and we sigh.
“If You Wait” is the last song and it is the perfect way to end a flawless album. Its defiant tone is amazing and how the lyrics convey this person is too numb to trust in someone right now is just extraordinary. Though she is willing to get carried away, that doesn’t mean she is giving in her heart. And it is amazing how the verb “take on” is used, as if she were ready to take on this challenge with foreseen results…
All in all, through its deep and intimate melodies and lyrics, this album challenges you to get in touch with your own personal feelings. And I think this is what makes London Grammar so imposing and unique that there’s no need for tricky comparisons or criticisms. Let them be. They have created an alternative sound with the guitar, the piano and the keyboards interplaying with Hanna’s obscure vocals. It’s like a dream come true and it was definitely worth the wait.
*Lilian, cannot thank you enough for your contribution!
My best friend Annie is obsessed with London Grammar and you should too!
Por qué la visión de estas dos mujeres importa
Hace un tiempo que me pregunto si Malena Pichot es la versión argentina de Lena Dunham… Aclaro, no es que estoy todo el día pensando en esto mientras fumo una pipa y cuento mariposas, sino que a veces cuando hablamos con amigas sobre quiénes son nuestros referentes femeninos a nivel creativo, los nombres que saltan son el de Malena a nivel nacional y el de Lena a nivel Dios… No se asusten, ahora les explico por qué, sonsos.
No me voy a hacer la precursora del Dunhanismo, como hacen muchos cuando algo se masifica: a Lena la conocí como la conocieron todos, por su serie Girls en HBO. En realidad, empecé a mirar la serie esperando encontrar una precuela de Sex & The City, pero descubrí algo muy diferente con lo que me podía identificar incluso mucho más: el mundo real en el que vivo. Cuatro amigas de veintitantos años que tienen realidades completamente distintas y cuyas vidas carecen de lujo y a veces hasta de motivaciones. En definitiva, cuatro personas que están tratando de abrirse paso por la vida.
Lena escribe y protagoniza (incluso a veces dirige) Girls y este año saldrá su primer libro, que ya promete ser un bestseller. Pero, a pesar del éxito mundial de su serie, Lena es criticada por miles de personas que parece que esperaran ansiosos los episodios de la serie para decir barbaridades sobre su programa. Es increíble que en pleno siglo XXI todavía haya gente pacata que comente que los desnudos de la serie son innecesarios, que algunos personajes son insoportables (¿según quién y desde qué perspectiva?) y que el personaje principal es una “gordita” que come y dice lo que quiere y a veces hasta se viste mal… ¡Cómo se atreve!
Con Malena pasó y sigue pasando algo parecido: escribe su propio material y está en boca de todos, así que no tardaron en aparecer detractores. Y el argentino tiene una característica muy particular: piensa que sos un inútil y no le importás a nadie hasta que le importás a todos y sos literalmente lo más (al menos por un tiempo, hasta que volvés a ser el loser que solías ser). Quizás esto es una característica general del mundo en tiempo real en el que vivimos, pero a veces me parece que también es un aspecto bien argentino. Malena no era nadie en los medios hasta que se convirtió en todo, y en reuniones y fiestas se la cita tanto como se cita a los Simpsons, con el gustito adicional de que es “nuestra”.
Momento de confesión: a mí no siempre me cayó bien Malena. Lo digo con sinceridad porque creo que uno puede cambiar de opinión si está abierto a hacerlo. Cuando vi los videos de Cualca por primera vez, creí que eran mal educados y aunque algunas de las cosas que se planteaban me parecían ciertas, pensaba que no estaba bien masificar la boludez o mostrarla de esa manera para que todos se rieran de un infeliz de 30 y pico que se creía copado. Para mí eso era aceptar la boludez, generalizarla y casi “normalizarla”. Pero más tarde, cuando comencé a escribir, entendí que la creatividad tiene un aspecto maravilloso y catastrófico al mismo tiempo: uno no sabe cómo se va a interpretar lo que uno crea.
Y finalmente entendí Cualca. Es cierto que probablemente mucha gente lo miraba y pensaba que la realidad que mostraba Malena estaba bien, que era lo que “había” que hacer. Pero quizás ella mostraba eso para señalar la decadencia de la sociedad moderna en la que vivimos, o quizás lo hacía por otras razones que no se me ocurren en este momento, o por ninguna en verdad. Lo cierto es que ni Malena, ni Lena, ni yo, ni nadie, podemos controlar lo que la gente interpreta. Hay un texto de Foucault llamado Nietzsche, Freud, Marx en el que se señala que las interpretaciones son meramente interpretaciones de interpretaciones, haciendo de esto un ciclo inacabable. No hay forma de predecir lo que una expresión artística puede generar ni qué rumbo va a tomar ese ciclo inacabable, pero no por eso hay que dejar de expresarse. Y creo que eso es lo más valioso de Lena y Malena: no tienen miedo a exponerse por no poder controlar las reacciones de la gente.
Lena comenzó haciendo videos en la universidad y luego hizo la película Tiny Furniture. Finalmente, gracias al director Judd Apatow, consiguió un contrato con HBO y lanzó Girls, una serie que rompió con los estereotipos de mujeres tan arraigados en la sociedad, y con la que se pueden identificar chicas de clase media de todas las edades y nacionalidades, ya que lo que describe la serie no es un “tipo” de mujer, sino cómo es la mujer en general. Y lo mismo hizo Malena con La loca de mierda y Por ahora, series que rompieron con lo “políticamente correcto” y donde no solo se describe a la mujer argentina actual sino a los hombres y mujeres en general, algo que a veces molesta a muchos porque no siempre nos hace quedar bien, pero que no deja ser cierto.
Creo que Malena y Lena exponen a una sociedad que muchas veces confunde los valores y establece mal sus prioridades. Con miradas fuertes y determinantes, ambas logran ser la voz de muchas mujeres (“creo que puedo ser la voz de mi generación”, dice Hanna, el personaje que interpreta Dunham en Girls), que hasta hace un tiempo no se animaban a ser quiénes son o se sentían solas en este mundo tan exigente y tan poco gentil. Ambas son referentes de la libertad femenina, del feminismo entendido como un movimiento que busca darles lugar a mujeres con opiniones marcadas y no un club de mujeres que odian a los hombres (nada más lejos de eso). Lena y Malena son referentes del feminismo porque no se encasillan, porque no siguen las normas que dictan lo que debería ser una mujer. Nadie es solo una cosa, o al menos quiero creer que no es así.
Tanto Lena como Malena son voces auténticas e indomables que no temen decir algo que puede parecer incorrecto. Eso es el arte, el arte debe incomodar, no temer a equivocarse y buscar el cambio. Malena no es la misma persona que era cuando parodió su propia ruptura amorosa en La loca de mierda y Lena no es la misma chica que se filmó desnuda en la fuente de la universidad para demostrar que no tenía prejuicios sobre su cuerpo. Sin embargo, ambas tomaron sus experiencias y las utilizaron para producir contenidos originales que inspiran a millones de chicas que quieren desvincularse de las convenciones sociales tradicionales y aceptar con grandeza la tarea de ser líderes de sus propias vidas.
Por mi amiga Annie, la Lena Dunham Y la Malena Pichot de Tumblr :-)
(WARNING: This contains spoilers!)
Raise your hand if you’re excited about Season 2 of Orphan Black! (The whole Internet raises a hand.)
We’re all in this together now, but I know I’m not the only one who got on the Orphan Black train a little late. I heard about it from my best friend and co-blogger Annie, who warned me it was going to blow my mind. After watching the first episode I was so hooked I binged watched the entire season over a weekend.
Even though Season 1 has received universal acclaim and most of us TV junkies are obsessed with the show by now, some may still ask: What is so great about Orphan Black? Well, the question should be: What is NOT great about Orphan Black? This show is not like anything you’ve seen before. Here’s what I love the most about it.
So much more than a sci-fi show
You may not have watched the show, but unless you have been living under a rock, you must know it’s about clones. This theme may seem a little over the top, but I can assure you it only serves as a platform. A common misconception is that, being a sci-fi show, you won’t see much character development. It’s actually the opposite: The show is surprisingly character-driven, filled with human drama, a variety of complex characters and witty dialogue. And the fact that there is cloning involved is what makes all of this possible. This show is about so many things, it doesn’t rely on the cloning theme to get all of its shocking value. Also, the subject is treated in such a realistic manner that you may start thinking there could be more than one of you wandering around the globe.
I’ve already mentioned there are a variety of complex characters. Well, the interesting part about this is that the majority of the leading roles are actually played by only one actor. I’m talking about Tatiana Maslany: The only actress on Earth who could play a bunch of characters that are genetically identical and yet extremely different. The costume designer and the hair and makeup crew do an amazing job in giving each clone her specific look, but Tatiana is the one who does her magic to really set them apart through mannerisms, posture, accents (British, Russian, Ukranian, American, whaaat?), and even the tone of voice. Each clone is so unique that I always forget it’s the same actress playing all these parts! Cross my heart and hope to die! (Sorry for overreacting.) And as if this wasn’t enough to blow our minds, there are also scenes where Tatiana is playing a clone impersonating another clone: Sarah as Beth, Alison as Sarah, Sarah as Alison, Sarah as Katja, Helena as Sarah as Beth. Sometimes I wonder if she’s actually human.
The rest of the cast is amazing as well, and they’re all essential to the storyline, but there is one actor who I think really stands out and is not in the least outshined by Tatiana Maslany’s greatness. I’m talking about Jordan Gavaris, who plays Felix, Sarah’s foster brother, best friend and eternal sidekick. He, like Tatiana, masters the art of giving the character a unique feel through mannerisms, accent and overall attitude. His British accent is spot-on; I actually thought he was British for the first few episodes. That is until I googled him and found out all about him, including the fact that he is an Ed Sheeran and Taylor Swift fan, which made me love him even more. He is simply perfect in the role of Felix: He brings in the sass, becomes the voice of reason and provides a major comic relief to the high drama plotlines. I wish I had a Felix in my life…
Another thing I love about the show is that I’m constantly on the edge of my seat while watching it. I think this is the main reason why so many people ended up binge watching the first season like me. Each episode ends with a nerve-wrecking cliffhanger that makes you want to jump immediately to the next one. Season 1 left a whole lot of questions unanswered, which I think gave us fans a bittersweet feeling of painful excitement over the agonizing months of waiting for the next season. Thank God the wait is almost over!
There are so many other things I love about Orphan Black: The clothes, the location, Paul’s hotness, Kira’s cuteness… I even love the theme song, which I think it’s perfect for the show because it’s hypnotizing and obscure, but still catchy. I love it so much I made it my ring tone!
I can safely say Orphan Black is one of the best sci-fi shows on TV right now. If you didn’t get the Orphan Black buzz yet, this is the perfect time to catch up on Season 1 and start enjoying Season 2, which premieres this Saturday, April 19th!
I’m so excited about the return of Orphan Black!